The Cancer Fighter!

tbe2 je aku rase sedih. knape?

sbb aku br je lps chatting dgn sorg kwn aku yg bapak die skg tgh lwn cancer. aku pon pnah ade dlm situasi tu. mmg seram, sedih dan sgt emosional. apa lg kalo tym tu, mak aku sorok bende tu dr aku (walopon aku dah dpt agak la...) selama 6bulan, sbb tym tu aku nk spm. maybe die xnak kaco aku study kot..(yela, study sgt la)

so, apa yg aku mampu buat, adalah bg sokongan moral la kt kwn aku ni. lgpon, die sendiri ckp, aku je yg paham perasaan die, sbb pnah lalui benda yg sama. mmg, yg x pnah ade dlm situasi ni, mmg korg xkan phm. korg hanya mampu buat2 simpati bile org yg terlibat bercerita, buat2 muke simpati, kemudian, korg akan lupakan ape yg pnah org tu cte.

sejak mak aku balik dr mekah, dah dekat 2 bln...die asik batuk2. seram dan takut gile la aku, since aku dah blaja psl mende2 ni sume kn,so lg byk tau, lg bahaya. aku asik pk bukan2 je. kdg2, btol la bile org ckp, ilmu tu, kdg2 mmg berguna, kdg2, ade gk mudarat die. tp aku x la kate ilmu yg aku ade ni bwk mudarat, sbb lg bagus aku tau dr jahil mcm tu, so aku bleh buat tindakan awal.

last week aku pg hosp seberang jaya, sbb mak aku ade appointment x-ray, sbb 22th april ni, die ade follow up ngn specialist. result x ray yg aku tgk, xde la plak menunjukkan ape2 mets (metastasize), or any lumps ke, benda asing ke, so Alhamdulillah. juga xde nmpk mcm ade TB ke ape (yela, lama sgt batuk...risau ape)...tp bkn leh caye sgt la penafsiran xray aku tu...hahaha. mcm la aku radiologist ke ape. grad pon blum. nnt bile real review mak aku ngn oncologist, aku nk tanye die abeh2, n nk gtau la sama psl kerisauan aku psl batuk mak aku tu.

n kalo korg dah selesai bace blog ni, mtk korg tlg doakan sume cancer fighter supaya dorg kuat n tabah nk lwn sakit dorg. chemotherapy bunyi mcm besa, tp aku tau, mmg sakit...smpi botak2, muntah, xlalu mkn....kesian dorg kan...kite yg xde dlm situation dorg, mmg hanye mampu tgk, dan simpati. tp pnah ke kite pk, kalo kte plak ade dlm situation dorg, and dorg plak sehat...tym dorg plak nk tgk kite n kemudian lupakan je ape yg jadi.

pd kwn aku tu, dun worry, insyaAllah sumenye akan selamat. kite doa byk2 kt Allah, sbb ape2 pon leh jadi kalo Dia nak...sume dah buat yg termampu kan...so tu jela yg tggl. chaiyok!!!

Sweat like a pig, reddened like a lobster, and smells like armpit...

hoh? surprised by my tittle?

well, its actually nutin. im just telling u about my current crave and hobby : GYMNASIUM!! (yah, read again:gymnasium)

why?when?where?

Why- i need a leaner body (obviously, and im not stupid to stick on just low-carb diet, so i guess, why not have a go?)

when-starting 19 of march, tu pon sbb balik cuti la kan....kalo kt KK, cm susah kot, mybe kene joging like mad je

where-Parit Buntar la! i noe2, its just a small town with nutin, but seriously, it means everything to me. i was born in dis town (oi, hospital la, bkn tgh pekan), and i was raised up pon di town ni gk, except when i started skolah di Kajang, and now duduk di Sabah

maybe certain people wud say, "wow, shes crazy enuff to go to the gym", so wut the heck ah? i can do whateva i loike, as long as u noe, x bertentangan dgn syarak. (kalo aku buat cmtu, gtau k!! do remind me..)

and o yah...im not looking forward to a muscular-kind of body. x seswai2. i just need a leaner one. yela, korg la slalu ckp aku gemuk sgt kan. hoho.

i guess instead of u people keep judging others by how they looks like, why not u judge urself first, i mean, the real u? u might be bombastic in term of physical appearance, but how bout ur inner side? gud enuff? tepuk dada tanya Iman.

well, gtg! nk p goreng kopok leko yg abah beli kt psr mlm smlm (byknye mlm kan...)

so i guess, till then. do pray for me for a leaner body ok!!!

slm...

Karangan baikkkk punyaaaaaaaa (a must read!)

Free wireless!!! weeeeeeeeeee

last nite, when i came home from a computer shop, (uuu...yup, my 10th time of reformatting my wicked laptop), i on my laptop instantly, to take a good look at how my lappie's doing. and, wallawyeh!!!!

i realized that there was an unsecured wireless network wandering around inside my house compound!!!! gotcha!!!! now i can online anytime and anywhere i like (u name it, my room, toilets, kitchen, living room, dining room...everywhere!!!) for free. weeeee. i like..ahak ahak (dis came from my chubby sister, Izati--->bodo la kakak ni, ltk adik chubby) and if it were from my brother, it will be like "babi!!!" hahahaha. crooked sibling hood, i guess.

my sister just learned about the genetic things (chapter 4, reproduction, Science Form 3) that genetic from older parents (sperms and eggs) have low quality. she blamed abah for her fat body, bad behaviour and being not too clever.hahahaha

The new Malaysia

assalamualaikum...

its been a while since i updated this blog. well, u noe, i was bz mif my GP n Forensic posting exams n i had no tym whatsoeva to write a new entry.

currently i'm home, well, for quite a period (7 weeks man!!), which the first 4 weeks had been allocated for my practical (elective posting) , but since i was doing it at a district hospital (yah, nearer, cheaper n well....wuts d point of being home but choosing a 50-minutes-drive away hospital for my posting huh? dats totally insane!), all the 7 weeks are mine and only mine!!!

yelah, pegi hosp kol 8.30am, balik kol 11.30am...ehehehe. sape suro x kasik supervisor...kan aku dah mls2...

cut d crap pls....

my actual intention writing this new post was to congratulate the new Malaysia formation. what happened last 8th of March was something extraordinary and i guess, just unbelieveable.

welcome the new and hopefully, the better Malaysia...

Kami suka Makan 1

kalo dpt diabetes pon x heran la lps ni...

time mkn pizza ramai2

xtau ape due bdk ni pk. lapar lg kot....

nasik lemak fav zu and fav avocado blended d sadong (mati aku gemuk sbb slalu mkn mlm2)

percubaan pertama masak spaghetti cheese n herbs

d creamy carbonara

I’m currently doing my Health Clinic/ General Practitioner (GP) and Forensic Posting. This might be the toughest of all posting I ever experienced (well, at least for now, still in my 3^rd year), though the credit hour halved the Medicine, Surgery or OnG postings.

We need to travel much, especially if we are doing GP or Health Clinic. There are 4 main Health Clinic involved in this posting:

· Penampang Health Clinic

· Putatan Health Clinic

· Luyang Health Clinic

· Tuaran District Hospital

So, let say now I’ve been allocated to Penampang Health Clinic (I did), I need to travel early in the morning from UMS-Penampang-Clinical Block in Queen Elizabeth Hospital (we still have lecture in the evening, esp for forensic lectures).

UMS - Penampang :40 minutes

Penampang - Clinical Block :25minutes

Clinical Block -UMS: 30 minutes

After rough estimation, this is how much I need to travel per day! And don’t let me start on forensic. Seeing those nude dead bodies being open wide, scalp being ripped off, organs being sliced down and the most disgusting part would be the SMELLY GASTRIC CONTENTS!!! (reminds me of how insignificant us as a human being and a slave to Allah s.w.t)

Lecture mostly ended around 6pm, and for your information we need to rush back to UMS because Maghrib is around 6.XX pm. And how I spend my night time? Mostly bathing, washing, praying, and yah, the compulsory activity would be massaging!!! Most of the time, Nija and I would take turn to give back rub to each other, and ended up sleeping soundly without studying (not that I mind very much, after all) …and the cycle would be over and over again, the whole weekdays, and weekends will be the most awaited past in our life. Time to wake up late, play endless girlish games, and cooking. Post about cooking will be updated soon….

Btw, this is map of KK city. CLick on the image for larger view and new tab.